It is still up and down as usual. I have been a bit off this cycle with all that is going on in my life right now. Yesterday I just started to feel like this just may have worked. No solid reason for this feeling more like I think I feel the way I felt when I was preg last time but who really knows I just felt good about it. I got home to find the letter from the doctors office that will tell us if any of the embryos made it to freeze. I almost didn't open it because I just knew it was going to say none made it. Last time they told us on the day of transfer that one made it to freeze and nothing changed when we got the letter. At the time of transfer the doc went over how the embryos looked and I just got the feeling they were not so good. Well I did open it because I am a control freak and surprisingly we had 2 make it to freeze.
Add this news to my already good feeling and I was in a nice place. Then I tested this morning and BFN. I know it is still possible and I am trying to hold out hope but it is not easy. When I did get prego last time I had a positive on 6dp5dt. I will not test again until Saturday. I need to let this go another day so I don't keep feeling like a boomerang.
I think that is it for now. Blood test Sunday, will update after.
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Well, I'm glad about the two to freeze. And hoping that you'll get better news on Sunday!
ReplyDeleteI had a BFN 6dp5dt too, and 2 days later started getting the faint pink line! I'm now 6weeks, 1day! :) Good luck!
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