The long wait...

Well had surgery last week.  After all was said and done I found out the Dr. also did a D&C.  Still not exactly sure why but I think not knowing it was to happen makes it bad for me.  Then finding out I can't just go into what would be my next cycle since I was due for my period last Monday, I have to wait till I have a normal period.  Hopefully this is only one more cycle lost but it could be more.  The other thing that gets me is the Dr. said a number of times he found nothing that should have stopped me from getting pregnant.  THEN WHY THE D&C?  I know I just need to breath.
On Sunday Brooke and I went to a diner for breakfast.  It was packed with families and kids.  The waitress was even walking around with a little baby showing it off while the mom got to eat.  It made me happy to see but then in an instant that was over Brooke overheard the girl at the next table tell her family she was expecting.  Everyone was so happy and I wanted to scream.  Brooke was like why is it everywhere.  Man I could cry typing this.
Anyway I am working on coping with this little bump and I truly realize it is not the end of the world.  What is another month really?  I know better.

Thanks for your ear............

what comes next

we met with our new doctor this morning and it went very well. I am scheduled for laproscopic surgery on wednesday. the new doctor said the cycle after the surgery is the perfect time to do the IUI. don't really have anything more to report just want to give an update. I've been trying to stay away from this baby making stuff for a little while.

I hope everyone is doing well, I'll keep you posted

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