So I think we are over the shock of another negative, well most of the time.
Here is the new old plan. We will start the clomid again tonight and take for the 5 days. Then do it all over again for attempt number 6. We have 4 vials left. Haven’t discussed if we will do 2 again??? I plan to not POAS at all this cycle. I don't want to know until it is real either way so no test at all until a missed period. This is a busy time at work so I should do a little better not obsessing. I am going to avoid baby center as much as I can.
Time to get a Christmas tree and think happy thoughts only. Time for sadness to leave for a while, I hope you all have a great holiday and if I have happy things to say I will try to post again.
Happy Healthy thoughts to everyone!
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
BFN
Well I am sad to say another BFN. Started my period on Sat. Cried most of the day now moving on to our next step. Not sure what it will be but I am so bumed I can't stand it. Hope everyone else in this TTC thing is doing well.
I'll let you know the new plan when I know.
TTFN
I'll let you know the new plan when I know.
TTFN
Friday, November 18, 2011
5 DPO
Well I am feeling a little better today. It is Friday after all, and only a few more hours of work. Brooke and I finalized plans for CT the other day and we are moving the trip to next Friday. We will spend Thanksgiving with my stepsiblings and then head to CT the next day. I do have to reschedule with my sister but I think she will understand. I am taking a few days off to help out.
Now the dilemma, I ask this question not even sure I could follow the answers if I tried. I want so badly to take a pregnancy test on Thanksgiving but it will only be 11dpo. I will be so disappointed if it is a BFN. Will that ruin my day completely? I also have the urge to tell my siblings we are really trying to have a baby at this point. We only see them a couple times a year and after Thanksgiving the next time will be Easter! I think I should wait but I am the kind of girl who might just blurt it out. I really don't want to say anything until we have something good to say :( I will do my best to keep my mouth shut. But do I POAS or wait?
Good thing is I will be busy from 11dpo until AF shows up or I get the great news of a BFP.
I was just chatting with some ladies on BBC and it makes me more sure I want to find a new Dr. I think I may call our midwife and ask her to assist us from now on, that is if insurance will accept her help as medically assisted. I am at try #5. This sucks so much as far as insurance. If under 35 you have t try 12 times to get help if over just 6 tries. On one had I wish I waited but who know it would really take this long. Now it's like the last 4 don't count, this one too if it doesn't work. Man I hate insurance but who doesn't.
Well I think I have shot off at the mouth enough today :) Thanks for your ear. Have a good weekend!
Now the dilemma, I ask this question not even sure I could follow the answers if I tried. I want so badly to take a pregnancy test on Thanksgiving but it will only be 11dpo. I will be so disappointed if it is a BFN. Will that ruin my day completely? I also have the urge to tell my siblings we are really trying to have a baby at this point. We only see them a couple times a year and after Thanksgiving the next time will be Easter! I think I should wait but I am the kind of girl who might just blurt it out. I really don't want to say anything until we have something good to say :( I will do my best to keep my mouth shut. But do I POAS or wait?
Good thing is I will be busy from 11dpo until AF shows up or I get the great news of a BFP.
I was just chatting with some ladies on BBC and it makes me more sure I want to find a new Dr. I think I may call our midwife and ask her to assist us from now on, that is if insurance will accept her help as medically assisted. I am at try #5. This sucks so much as far as insurance. If under 35 you have t try 12 times to get help if over just 6 tries. On one had I wish I waited but who know it would really take this long. Now it's like the last 4 don't count, this one too if it doesn't work. Man I hate insurance but who doesn't.
Well I think I have shot off at the mouth enough today :) Thanks for your ear. Have a good weekend!
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
2 days past IUI #5
Well I know it has been a while and honestly I have no excuse. Life can be crazy! I am now in my 5th two week wait but this time we tried with 2 vials of swimmers. One at 4am and one at 9pm both on Sunday 11-13-11. I have high hopes but I think I have an equal amount of doubt. This is very hard... I don't keep many secrets so a lot of people know we are trying to get pregos. This makes it awesome because people get excited and it helps me keep positive, on the same note when I am feeling down it is hard to explain. The change in seasons doesn't make it much better. It is gray out :( Now all I can think about is cleaning my yard yuck :(
My mom is back in FL and Brooke's mom just sold her house of almost 30 years and bought a new house. It makes for an even less fun time in the next couple of months. We need to plan time to go to CT to help out with the move and Brooke says she has to pick up a lot of her stuff... I didn't even know she still had stuff in CT??? The only thing that will make this fun for me is knowing I have a bun in the oven. I actually enjoy going to CT but I also know nothing will be the same now and it will be hectic. I also know my emotional wife will have a hard time and I lack in the sweetness as I am sure you all know, even when I try.
When I started this post I didn't realize it would be so negative....moving on.
The day before doing the insemination Brooke and I went to KMart to pick a new baby item, usually a t shirt or something little and cute. I was so excited to find a little fleece newborn sleeper thing with giraffes on it. (you know the things that have no legs just a pouch, I don't know what they are called) It is so cute and how can you go wrong with giraffes :)
Well I hope to pee on a stick for Thanksgiving my favorite holiday! If I get a positive then I know I will be in the best of moods great food and a bun! Please keep your fingers crossed I know that if you are reading this you are rooting for us so thank you.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday!
My mom is back in FL and Brooke's mom just sold her house of almost 30 years and bought a new house. It makes for an even less fun time in the next couple of months. We need to plan time to go to CT to help out with the move and Brooke says she has to pick up a lot of her stuff... I didn't even know she still had stuff in CT??? The only thing that will make this fun for me is knowing I have a bun in the oven. I actually enjoy going to CT but I also know nothing will be the same now and it will be hectic. I also know my emotional wife will have a hard time and I lack in the sweetness as I am sure you all know, even when I try.
When I started this post I didn't realize it would be so negative....moving on.
The day before doing the insemination Brooke and I went to KMart to pick a new baby item, usually a t shirt or something little and cute. I was so excited to find a little fleece newborn sleeper thing with giraffes on it. (you know the things that have no legs just a pouch, I don't know what they are called) It is so cute and how can you go wrong with giraffes :)
Well I hope to pee on a stick for Thanksgiving my favorite holiday! If I get a positive then I know I will be in the best of moods great food and a bun! Please keep your fingers crossed I know that if you are reading this you are rooting for us so thank you.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday!
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