So it is confirmed we ARE pregnant, but we kinda guessed that. The number came back at 77. I really thought it would be higher but what do I know. I go back on Wed for BETA #2.
Crazy thing is every time I feel anything I go into a panic. I went to McDonalds for lunch (I know it is bad) I took two bites and my stomach tightened. Then I started thinking, is this my period. I am only saying this because it keeps going through my head at least once an hour. I don't want to freak out but I can't stop. I really hope the second BETA eases my nerves.
I was reading on baby center March 2013 and a small group formed for the third week of the month. They had introductions and I was SHOCKED at how many of this group had had miscarriages. This is a group of maybe 20 women so far, most straight and young and I would bet 1/3 of them had had a miscarriage. It was crazy to read and only made me more nervous. The only thing that eased my mind is most seemed to be after having a healthy first child, but still :(
I AM HAPPY, but this blog is supposed to also let people know whats going on in my head sometimes and well as much as I am excited I am also terrified.
Till Wed.........time to double those numbers
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